that's a record

I'm more behind than usual in my school planning this year.

As in

I opened a catalog for the first time

yesterday.

late afternoon.

But you know what?

I'm done.

Just ordered.

I had to let go of 'how I'd like to do school'

in order to embrace

'what we can realistically do'.

And I am ok with that.

I really think I am.

Now

to work on schedules...